Marie’s Blog
How Hollywood Works: The Hidden Machinery Behind Movies and Fame
Hollywood is often seen as a world of creativity and dreams, but behind the scenes, it's a system driven by corporations, gatekeepers, and marketability. From typecasting actors to the mechanics of comedy, and the industry's focus on profit over art, this post explores how the entertainment machine really operates.
The Cost of Emotional Disconnection: Personal and Cultural Effects
Emotional disconnection shapes both individuals and societies in complex ways. While it can provide short-term stability and efficiency, it often comes at the cost of self-awareness, meaningful relationships, and collective well-being. This post explores the pros and cons of emotional disconnection on both a personal and cultural level.
The Shift from Overthinking to Feeling: A Personal Realization
After years of analyzing my behaviors and trying to force change, I’m realizing that real growth isn’t about controlling my thoughts—it’s about understanding myself enough to allow my emotions to guide me. This shift from "right thinking" to "right feeling" is quiet but profound, and it’s changing how I navigate my daily life.
How Others See Me: A Deep Dive Into Friendships, Impact, and Self-Discovery
I asked my friends to describe me—my qualities, strengths, and impact on their lives. What emerged was a strikingly consistent picture of creativity, intelligence, authenticity, and resilience. This exploration helped me see myself more clearly and reflect on what it means to be truly seen.
The Unseen Child: Understanding Parental Emotional Neglect
My parents didn’t verbally abuse me or reject me outright. They acted kind, provided for me, and gave me freedom—but they also left me to raise myself emotionally. I grew up without guidance on relationships, self-understanding, or navigating life outside their worldview. Now, I’m realizing how much that absence shaped my sense of invisibility and confusion about who I am.
Relearning How to Think: A Critical Thinking Guide for Exvangelicals
Growing up in evangelicalism meant thinking within rigid, pre-approved frameworks. Now, as an exvangelical, you're reclaiming your ability to question, analyze, and trust your own reasoning. This guide explores how fundamentalism shaped your thought processes and provides practical steps to develop critical thinking skills that may have been suppressed or underdeveloped.
The Universe, as Told to a Former Evangelical
Growing up with evangelical beliefs meant filtering out science. Now, I'm rediscovering the basics of the universe—its age, origins, and our place in it—with fresh eyes.
Self-Recognition Rituals: Reclaiming Visibility and Presence
Self-recognition rituals help counteract the feeling of being unseen by making you the one who acknowledges yourself. These simple yet powerful practices create moments of affirmation, grounding, and emotional care in everyday life.
Steve Martin Poops: A Celebrity, Reality, and Existential Grounding
A childhood icon, a legendary comedian, and a human being who—like all of us—poops. This realization, first a humorous thought experiment and later confirmed by a documentary, became an unlikely but profound grounding mechanism. When reality feels surreal, sometimes the most stabilizing truth is the most basic one: even the greats return to their bodies.
The Need for Balance: How Sensory Awareness Reflects Internal Stability
I’ve noticed that when I play music, my brain fixates on making sure the sound is balanced—not too heavy in my right ear, not too dominant in my left, but perfectly centered. It turns out, this isn’t just about sound. It’s about how my brain seeks equilibrium in all aspects of awareness, embodiment, and perception.